The life and mind of Adeline Ong

This is a response to my friend Yazmin’s Words Unspoken…. Quite fun actually.

12 things I want to tell to 12 people in my life. No names will be revealed so rest assured.

1. The mask of innocent persona is starting to wear off. You are not fooling anyone but yourself. Quit while you are still ahead.

2. Although I keep saying that it is in the past but I still blame you for what you said that night and not taking the opportunity to go. I hate it when you emotionally blackmail me into thinking that the world should revolve the way you want it to. It’s been years now but it still haunts me until today.

3. A tease? A flirt? I am very confused when I am around you. If there is the glimmer of hope for us, ask me. I have the right answer.

4. Just because you were born beautiful, does not mean that the world owes you anything. I am where I am because I worked my ass off. You should try that once in a while.

5. I might be caught in the whirlwind of my crazy, hectic life but that does not mean I do not care. The phone works both ways you know.

6. You cheated and yet you pretend to be the victim. You made me think it was my fault. Saying I hate you for doing that to me is an understatement.

7. The only reason I hurt you is because I know you love me and no matter what I do you will still love me.

8. I wish you are still here to see what I have become and I hope that you will be proud.

9. It hurts me everyday to see you sinking deeper and deeper into oblivion. I would save you but you have to be willing.

10. Obviously you talk a lot without saying anything. That’s just sad. I dread every message and call from you. You deplete me.

11. You did not lead me down the path of no return. I created that path, you were merely a guest. So no guilt trip there.

12. A rock is still a rock even if you put it in a pile of jewels. Yes, you are that rock.